Or, as John Brunner's character Chad Mulligan put it in STAND ON ZANZIBAR: "What I really need is to be able to turn into a million of myself and go out and have a million separate conversations because that's the only way you ever establish communications. The rest is just exposure to information, and why should anybody look at one wave on a sea?"
In some ways, of course, this is reassuring, because it means that while I consider it unlikely that the world will become a much better place from my perspective, I also consider it unlikely that it will become much worse.
I realize, nevertheless, that if I have the attitude that, as an individual, I can't make a difference, I certainly won't. So I do what I can: I vote when the opportunity is afforded me, after having examined the issues at hand; I try to be the best friend that I can be to those I care about; and I try to understand how the world is put together, that I might better understand how I could change it. . .without destroying that which I sought to preserve or encourage.
10 August 1995
modified 9 February 1996